Court on Wednesday

Sometime time really seems to fly by.  The past few weeks have gone too fast.

I had a small victory in January when the judge revoked my X’s visitation rights pending the “next” hearing.  The time has come– the next hearing is right in front of me.  It’s on Wednesday.

Prior to January, my X’s visitation had been every other weekend (no overnights).  Saturday from 10am to 4pm and Sunday from 10am to 4pm.  I normally go through a roller coaster of emotions in between visits.  The roller coaster goes something like this:

1. Monday morning after a visitation weekend: huge relief.  My girls are home.  They are safe.  I usually feel emotionally drained by the time they are back in my car.

2. The week after a visit: Normalcy.  Routine.  Happiness.  Laughter.

3. The week before a visit: Anxiety (me).  Fear and uncertainty because the next visit is right around the corner.

4. The days prior to the visit: More anxiety. The stress of worrying about what damage he can inflict on my daughters in a short window of time.

5. The visits: A total of 12 hours in a weekend and an amazing amount of damage that can be done in that small amount of time.  Hitting my daughter, driving them without a license, taping photos of me on his fireplace mantel or calling me “T-Rex“.  I am haunted weekly by the visits and the emotional scars that my daughters receive at his hand.

6.  Repeat.


I begin to mentally prepare for yet another court date.  I am asking for a reduction in visits and I am requesting supervised visits.  I am angry and I am tired of the ups and downs.  I am tired of worrying about my daughters.  I am praying that the courts will put my daughters’ best interests first.

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  1. Truthteller

    What one woman can spend her life’s love building, one man can ruin in a day. I think this is the end of the line for him in terms of parenting. This can’t possibly continue. This Wednesday my thoughts wiIl be with you, and I hope the day has a happy ending. Go Tina!!!!

  2. Danielle Glispey

    Oh dear, I know exactly where you’re coming from and I had court today with my abusive ex-husband. I go through the same turmoil for a day or 2 before court and a day or 2 after and every Wednesday before he has visitation with my son. You’ll be in my prayers,

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  4. Mary

    You go Tina and do what you need to do to protect your beautiful daughters. I pray that the court systems will do what they are supposed to do and protect your children. I also pray that your daughters will heal and thrive and be happier than ever. You are an amazing mother! Mama bear or Mama TRex which ever it may be take it. Any mama would protect their children till the end.

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